Gunman's Playground

In a gunman's playground I shiver and shake as they say to me stay down In a gunman's playground Wondering what you did to be unlucky now Lord, can you hear me Implored to you before but when will you help me This can't be healthy I drown in tears with scripture before me In a gunman's playground The shame I felt before, no place to be found In a gunman's playground Beads of sweat on my skin, I am bound  Mother can you save me Implored to you before that I'm not unworthy This can't be healthy Fall in despair with no company You laid, me down in a bed of thorns And we made, a pact out of love and envy You lost an innocence that you had before It's too late, been too long Can't fight what's within me Mother can you save me I'm not unworthy This can't be healthy Drowning in tears with the scripture before me