Bruises

I have bruises on my arms Each one reminds me of when I fell apart I have scratches on my legs They help me remember what you said I can't breathe most of the time I find it hard to recognize I need a reason for my thoughts Can I blame you, is that so hard Is there something, I should've done Memories fly faster then I can run Looking for something to hold on Rocks go by while my grip has gone I fall into a deep space But there's still something because I feel the pain Shhh, slow down, breathe too Can't help remember that I ran away from you I tried to stay but it couldn't do I just want to blame it all on you It's you It's you I'm you I've always been you