I Put My Feelings at Stake

Without a trace Our distance is diverging As we keep on moving I can't explain What's wrong behind this change Do things occur this way The problem seems to be Nowhere to be seen Then where should I begin Who's the one to blame Should I mention my name I put my feelings My feelings at stake Gamble them all Then what do I take? Is that what I expected Holding onto disgrace False hopes create Another mistake Day after day I reach out pulling All the loose strings back in place The tensions that I stand Get tighter in my hands But who would understand I face this alone Bearing it on my own Embrace it all Then what do I gain Is that what I expected Holding onto disgrace False hopes create Another mistake I am tired of fighting For what this is worth Leave me be I am tired of fighting For what this is worth I am tired of fighting For what this is worth I am tired of fighting For what this is worth I am tired of fighting For what this is worth In retrospect I see The path to great relief I feel free In retrospect I see The path to great relief I feel free