The Ceiling

I stare at the ceiling of my nightmares Motionless, misery fades On the sheets of my memories And the machine in my head Doesn't know how to break or overheat But I always end up on my own My words can only remain for me Pray you catch me screaming your name And "your" can have so many names I know the leaks can't be repaired How much now I understand My brother's pain I had to leave And they drowned I runaway This place called home is a wreck I stare at the ceiling of your void Gave so much energy her heart's a hole A hospital bed is all she wishes for All she wishes for All she wishes for All she wishes for All she wishes for Stumbling on every ghost of this place Blinded by their own regrets I see her fade See her fade See her fade See her fade See her fade