Backup

I'm callin' in I'm callin' in I'm callin in for backup (Backup) Only Henny and the drugs showin' up for me Somebody need to hurry up and take my keys I don't know what's got into me But I know I'm finna act up (Act up) Pull up to the scene and then take everything That's owed to me they cannot call me a thief It ain't free but I really deserve it Deserve it (Deserve it) Give me a sign so that I know that it's worth it I just don't wanna keep hurtin' Yeah I deserve it Deserve it (Deserve it) The light starts to shine but they pullin' the curtains I'm gonna keep searching cuz I deserve it I'm tired of low tides, hella people be riding them easy ass waves, I Been tryin' to provide, for the ones who need help stay bright for a change, I Pray to the most high, that the real in me stay intact and never fade, I Feel like my soul fine, but these thoughts of mine gonna send me to the grave, I I'm picture perfect with the shades, They directional for blocking these haters But if shit as simple as leaving then why can I not go back to where I came from My pride be so high I be too focused on showing everyone what I am made of Surrounded by sinners that would still sell they souls if Jesus really saved us Not forsaken no I'm just faded woah With Henny on deck have me jaded oh A taste of the nectar spark cravings so I gotta get served it ain't no waiting tho And shorty gone swerve she ain't shameless My world is hers for the taken That's if she ain't on no play shit I spend most my time outer space When I be snappin' out the daze Reaching out to higher beings like a beacon my soul really guided by light I look around no one behind me so I might be shinin' but I don't see blessings in sight It's easy to fall to deception when it's all the demons that's testin' yo might You better make sure you learning to fight before attacks cuz in the end I'll be aight if I'm callin' in for backup (Backup) Only Henny and the drugs showin' up for me Somebody need to hurry up and take my keys I don't know what's got into me But I know I'm finna act up (Act up) Pull up to the scene and then take everything That's owed to me they cannot call me a thief It ain't free but I really deserve it (Oh woah woah) Deserve it (Deserve it) (Oh) Give me a sign so that I know that it's worth it I just don't wanna keep hurtin' Yeah I deserve it (Oh woah woah) Deserve it (Deserve it) (Oh) The light starts to shine but they pullin' the curtains I'm gonna keep searching cuz I deserve it No I won't settle if my vision off balance like I'm goin thru vertigo Health creep up when I work the most Happiness what I'm searchin' for Can't take things so personal like How often do you realize help, came from no one else (Is you lying?) The truth you wadn't willing to take it Are you really tryna invest in yourself dawg? (Is you even tryin'?) That negativity you gotta shake, life is what you make it see it thru (Nigga don't be blind) Sight glued to a phone making us all feel alone if I ain't got the same it's an (Eye for an eye) People don't trust doctors no more There ain't too many options no more We all losing our patience I'm worried about achieving greatness It's a war goin on and really I can't take it My mind have me fighting some battles that it feel like ain't no way I'm gonna win (Win) I remind myself gotta be grateful I went to places I would've never been (Been) The time it takes for me to switch up my focus would think I was photogenic I need fresh prints So I can show my family that the money does not change the kid I put my whole life thru some programs to process just what it means (what it means) I can't lie up on the mic when I say music is everything I manage all that the pressure brings Dodgin' depression when I feel I'm settling feen runs deep in the family Tryna not have lack of sanity Where I have no choice but to constantly keep Callin' in for backup (backup) Oh woah, oh, oh Oh woah woah ooh woah oh yeah Deserve it