Buckets

This the shit I used to believe in That 'I win I know the whole team win' Comin' out of that movie scene when They put it all on the line Atlanta A&T That was me 'Cause nothin' was stoppin' what I could achieve then Harder on myself to others I was a little more lenient To the grind I'm obedient The results were immediate We trained hard Just to stay on track Knowin' that there's a light at the end of the tunnel Even though we ain't e'en seen it Yet Tryna plot on what we need next The pressure of getting checks We forgot how to just do it Now if its costin' my time we'll come to an agreement We provin' how everything can really change when you need ends In reality those be the times that you need friends To tell you when you messin' up It's been a long time since someone told me to step it up Now I'm just goin thru the seasons Spendin' all my time tryna find something to believe in They always say seein' is believin' Man I should believe in myself But I don't know if its 'cause I lost all the people that care Or I was in the game with people that ain't really play fair Or maybe niggas was scared When I was schooling boys would they say 'bro you niggas wasn't there Man he deserve that chair Ridin' round in buckets making sure you heard that snare When the seats was bucket I just made it worth that stare Drive a couple miles to perform outta town Starin' in the crowd lookin 'round Like 'aye that's my girl back there' I see how I took a lot for granted I want I had it Just to have a shot or land dough, whatever it was magic I know I've said before I don't like living in the past tense But when the present is a curse, how do you stop the madness? A dream without a goal is tragic I stay in the lab hopin' that these seeds grow organic No natural habitats in my region but know the damage won't be the reason I never stopped tryna find something to believe in Man I never stop believin' It's been way more than seein' is believin' for me I just gotta be the one I believe in Yafeelme?