Nocturnal

Why do I think that I can't speak what's on my mind? Who am I hurting more when my thoughts are trapped inside? Maybe black maturity wasn't a part of the plan Because they say and Every time another nigga dies with no guilt How do you feel when it stop sounding real and they showing fake love for you But you know your heart still in it And it's way too easy to get used What do you do, when it's yo boo that mack on rappers cause of you? I don't even know dude I just thought his music was cool How do you move, when its the weight of the world on yo shoulders? I swear I would be back soon, I just been on the hustle Doing whatever I can to get up out the struggle Use my wheels as crutches Young Jimmy on Degrassi Cuz ops be gunnin' for me But I ain't no actor baby I'm just bout that action baby It just so happens that in this instance These words speak louder you can hear the passion But she ain't have time for that she way too fancy She said I'll thank her later and left with that owl tatted on her, back There ain't no more views to share Never thought we'd scare ours All them seasons will not come back but there's more life to live I'm starting to get out the dark lane So I hope that you take care I know you so far gone I've made some room for improvement and nothing was the same So if you're reading this it's too late So take a shot for me Toast to the way that we faded My focus was underground king She buried me alive took me on the ride Thinking that we would be fine (We'll be fine) All I wanted was the real her, hell yeah fuckin right (Hell yeah, hell yeah) Her crew wasn't getting no love, I already knew they motto (YOLO) Lord knows what you done, she had desires and I know I was just practice she look good on camera (Practicin) Because she would start dancin Like she was stuck up in Houstatlantavegas I was the furthest thing from perfect so she couldn't stay I heard some things too but I wanted us to elevate (Tell 'em straight) I kept it real so I couldn't help to be in my feelings She was the only one, now I don't trust these bitches Weak how I'm feeling some type of way Cuz I know how sleepin' alone she hates But I guess now I am the one to thank Hope she miss me when I'm gone Nah that's just some child's play She bounced out like woah (Oh oh so) There ain't no more views to share Never thought we'd scare ours All them seasons will not come back but there's more life to live I'm starting to get out the dark lane So I hope that you take care I know you so far gone I've made some room for improvement and nothing was the same So if you're reading this it's too late