i need out of here

I open up my veins To be heard and understood As often as I breathe the air around me I exhausted all my air Until there was nothing left to give Yet this happens every time I can't control what my mind has said to me It tells me I'm worthless I'll never be enough And if I open up long enough For the pain to go away There will be nothing left but A rotting shell of A person who shouldn't And in all my time I've spent crying I could've spent those moments in your arms Knowing everything will be okay