Blue Controller

This annoying ass synth line ahaha Drug me up and f*ck me over Play me like a blue controller Got no friends they left me loner Love me please I'm never sober Fly through space Infinite times The sweet lullabies Sleep through day Every night Wish I was by your side Pick a side Live of die Steal my fate Red or blue I ain't you I hate this game You can't fix a broken mind I'll tell you to go away and leave me I promise I'll be fine I'll go outside and the people be like "Hi how are you?" I don't want to sound but it makes me miss my fucking room I hate social interactions I hate the people (And men) I hate myself a lot of the time too like What's the point of living this place if you're never going to be happy You're always gonna have to fight through this shit alone You caused this You caused this You caused this The manipulation oh my gosh! Drug me up and f*ck me over Play me like a blue controller Got no friends they left me loner Love me please I'm never sober I want out F*ck this Going off beat might be my rhythm All these drugs mess with my system Why does nobody listen? Sin Cos Tan-jiro Slay my demons it's mad you know Loving you was mad I know Question Was this really worth it?