Lost Souls

I try so hard to keep track of my mental health Tell me keep my head up high I tell you speak for yourself Cause lately I ain't feeling well I ain't been like myself I keep holding onto my problems While pushing away the help In a struggle with depression I've had it since seventeen They tried to give some meds to me But I told em just leave be In a search to find who me is Like who am I really? Let a person break your spirit Your demons will start revealing I don't know why I been hurting other people while I'm healing I guess it's another story of "Hero, turned to Villain" Another sad song about everything going wrong Nothing ever lasts long I'm convinced that love is a fraud People only wanna show it when you're dead and you're gone They just use you and abuse you when you're healthy and strong Your value is only determined by the things you can do They got everything to gain While you got everything to lose Imperfect people wanna tell you all these ways to improve Live your dream or be a slave? It's a shame that we gotta choose Your light is slowly gonna fade Like a new phase of the Moon I done wrapped up all my bruises I could lay in a tomb Social Media manipulation Every day's consumed By these pretty little lies because we hate the fucking truth Women seeking validation from naked pictures they're posting Serotonin going up from a linktree full of hoe shit Bunch of losers flashing cash with a fanny pack and they boasting Hoping that the hoe they wanted will notice and heart the pic Now days you speak the truth And they think that you're talking shit Because the shoe shits But they'd rather throw a fit and then bitch Then to hold themselves accountable for any their flaws Cheating on her man? They like, "Yeah, she a boss" Cheating on his woman? They like, "Yeah he a dog" So blind to their selfish ways Ain't seeing nothing wrong with their decisions Bunch of lost souls really thinking that they winning Bunch of lost causes talking game like they in it Bunch of hard topics Ain't no way that I can finish This was only the beginning Ima let this be continued