Wake Up

The way I wake up makes me question my existence It's like my soul moved away and just left my body empty (Yeah) Left my body empty I don't have a f*ck to give and if I did it wouldn't matter I cant take it anymore I wasn't meant to be an actor I been putting on this face but I just dropped out of the race Quit my job and ran away like they dont need me anyway This ain't the darkest of the days But every one of them is grey I'm so stuck inside my ways Like, shit ain't ever gonna change She still stays inside my brain and I still choose to let her stay Said we won't do this again But were still dancing in the rain (Wake Up) It's okay, it's straight, I'm fine That's what I say when I'm lying Like, I fell off the map Almost didn't make it back I let you in, I fucked it up I could never have your trust I still got a lot of love But in the end you fucked me up You just used me as your crutch Like, I could never be enough I'm used to using but it's tough I'm just never high enough Your broken wings fell out of love But I'm still dying for your touch You're in my dreams and that shit sucks But I'm so tired of waking up (Wake Up)