No Experience

Uh I'm half asleep, holding hair back as you vomit I think it's the leftovers that's causing a weak stomach Your body's changing, I know you're not tired and you're not complaining I wouldn't trade it, I just hope you know you're so amazing It's crazy ain't it, and I love every single moment I'm so devoted I know our bond will not be broken Sound waves resonate slowly begin to penetrate reverberate wait a minute I see a face He said she was due around the 13th of February She held a sign that read No Experience Necessary It takes a minute but I finally soak it up I think about it as waves crash the oceanfront I'm eating coconut but she knows that I hate the flavor The water wavers as she finally goes in labor An hour past midnight and my role is the midwife This is the birth of my kids life No Experience Needed And I love it cause the bond that we share comes natural No Experience Needed But I'm cautious I understand that life can be fragile No Experience Needed Watching my son take his first steps I'm proud to be a father No Experience Needed When it's time to finally walk my only daughter to the altar When I held you that's when it became real to me I saw a part of me in you resemble purity Peacefully I weep as I'm waiting for you to breathe And so I think of the moments you won't bequeath It's very real, I'm lost, I don't know how I feel In time I'll heal but I don't think that I ever will As I touch your body my child you still feel warm I still mourn Noah is so excited, he's climbing up out of his stroller He's watching the fireworks as I carry him on my shoulders Stuck in the moment, cause nothing else really matters He's loving the bright colors and all of the crazy patterns My biggest fear is not seeing him get to grow up That thought alone is sick enough to make me throw up As I'm leaving for work he's telling me daddy hold up Knowing he'll never want for nothing is just a bonus It's not about the gifts cause love is unconditional I am his hero cause he thinks I am invincible I'm not perfect but everyday I learn on my job Whether he's sick or he's sleeping this job is nonstop I made a promise to myself and I'm keeping that Teach him how to be a better man when he is a dad What a feeling to wake up and feel inspired Every thing that you do your son wants to aspire No Experience Needed And I love it cause the bond that we share comes natural No Experience Needed But I'm cautious I understand that life can be fragile No Experience Needed Watching my son take his first steps I'm proud to be a father No Experience Needed When it's time to finally walk my only daughter to the altar When I held you that's when it became real to me I saw a part of me in you resemble purity Peacefully I weep as I'm waiting for you to breathe And so I think of the moments you won't bequeath It's very real, I'm lost, I don't know how I feel In time I'll heal but I don't think that I ever will As I touch your body my child you still feel warm I still mourn the pain of a How sweet can life be as I think about lil Imani She's barely starting to crawl and pretty soon she'll be running It ain't the best but I'm getting better at doing hair She all smiles as I pick up from daycare She wants a bottle while she waits in her carseat Looking in the rearview as I watch my baby fall asleep She's so unique she'll be my baby forever So I cherish the moments that only time can sever Stillborn