venting in a song because nobody listens to me

Living as a kid can be very hard You can come up with brilliance, the key to the lock And people with just shut you down because you're young Pretty weird, huh? Life is such a beautiful thing just- Never mind, life really sucks There's always a feeling that I can never explain But it's always there It's like the devil on my shoulder had a twin Whatever choice I make seems to be the wrong one I talk to myself allot too I ask allot of question, I even have a journal where I write all my shit at I wonder allot man What is the purpose? When does it get to the point where I am conscious? It still feels like I have a long way to go but I don't know even know if I still wanna go I can't and will never understand people in way Everyone is a hypocrite but don't realize it Think about it Everything you've said can and probably will be used against you If you steal someone's seat, you're gonna say that they should've gotten here quicker If someone steals your seat, you tell them my friends are sitting here So, where the fine line? Are we just meant to be stuck in this loop? This endless cycle? Like when will it break for me? I know others probably think that too What is original anymore? What makes something valuable? Is it the price? The creator? The invention? At the end of the day I-I I deserve to be happy Right?