Ain't Broken/Boy to Beast

Lost my mom, I'm still standing Still standing, still ain't broken Lost my girl, I'm heartbroken Yeah, heartbroken, but ain't broken Lost a fortune, still standing I'm still standing, still ain't broken Life throw me shit, I'm still standing Still standing from my a boy to beast Boy to beast , boy to beast Boy to beast, went from a boy to beast Boy to beast , boy to beast , boy to beast, went from a boy to beast Boy to beast, its been five years since mom left, Five years since I left home Five years since I went from a boy to a beast Saw life in my own terms, still not stopping, Still rooting for me, still trying to struggle Work through life phases , thrive to understand I'm now a man, I understand my dad better Same shit that I said since I left since my mom coulda Tried to go with my worst sin I won't stop still, till I seek better, Alpha'ed up, I'm no more beta Tell the niggas I'm way more damn better than you saw us before What do you think you see my fault in, five years ago I'm way too different now, tryna beak in the same moves in now Give me that shoe you thought I couldn't fit in now, Tell me how much you want me to be way down BOY I can't cuz I'm standing up like my dick In the morning, if I'm running bitches , it's still the same still Cause I went from a boy to a beast Boy to beast , boy to beast Went from a boy to a beast Boy to beast , boy to beast Boy to beast e, went from a boy to a beast Now it's two years since pum left , I've been feeling so dumb Why would I even plead for anyone to be with me I felt so, like It was less of me, tryna pleas with anybody When I knew I'm a blessing, in disguise, yeah a diamond in the rough Not tryna brag but I prolly don't even brag enough About how much of good person I am How much I want impacted with you, made you a better you Push you to do better, highs, reach for the best of hights Why you tryna pull me down, tell me how much of lesser me I could have probably be, I ain't giving two fucks about those shit no more I'd probably be saying things like, you can never find another me Or try to replace me, or see someone that cared a lot for you Like I probably did you, but I know that's not the lane I am I'm way too grown , for such shit, no bitch spirit in here Good energy, so I'll probably wish you the best Even though I know that was what I had planned for you Probably wish you the best love, even though I know There's no better shit than what I had to offer you So I say thank you for letting me down Leaving me at my down time, so I rose up From grass to grace , like a phoenix from ashes When I stood up, I have so much to give you Thank you for giving me the fuel I needed to be a me Thank you, thank you for giving me all the hurt I needed To stand on my own Thank you, thank you for showing me the world we probably cool off you Thank you for showing me loving ain't about giving, but prolly receiving Thank you, thank you for waking me to question reciprocation Thank you, thank you for making me feel like I wasn't Well, thank you regardless, please I'm out Um, it's kind of, it's been crazy three years We Did, um, To Be Loved after my first album And I'm kind of coming back now after three years Yeah, I haven't dropped anything since 2021 And the love has been beautiful regardless So, kind of like, want to appreciate everybody that's been there As we start this new phase of my life And things have been pretty rough , but you all kept streaming my shit And really, really big for me, man Just wanted to make a recap and say thank you