Intro

It's hard to identify when I'm wrong I've been this way so long I apologized a zillion times And I'm writing you this song I knew the moment that you left You were right all along I don't have nothing left But to right these wrongs I'm scared to admit it to you I'm narcissistic I wait a heartbreak Lately you've been distant Lately you've been distant Back and forth the therapy I'm falling for you Tryna climb myself out of this hole Before it buries me Wholeheartedly You got my heart like I'm an organ Down the girl I can't breathe without you around That's the scary thing When I look back on who I was That shit embarrassing Yeah, that shit embarrassing Yeah, yeah, yeah The way I talked to my mama, uh I got childhood trauma, uh No love for my father Codependency is a problem with me Yeah, honestly It was no you or me It was just we I'm bad with boundaries But now I see Mm-hmm I'm just glad you intervened Don't pretend with me Treat me like the enemy I was just tryna build a bond With you, ain't good with chemistry I do romanticize sometimes Say they love me, but they ain't show me How to love someone outside myself You left me by myself I ain't got no one, I got myself I get it by my lonely I ain't from Cape Town, I ain't no hero I'ma say you can't even see myself You actin' funny, I blame myself When we play, say blame I blame myself, uh I'm havin' mixed emotions First it's f*ck you, then I won't f*ck you It ain't makin' no sense Not at all Got the good heat on your shoulders Let me knock it off Ayy, get straight to the top That my lil' Tylenol Wait, bust it open First it's f*ck you, then I won't f*ck you Can't say f*ck you when I still love you Gave my heart, thought I could trust you Broke my shit in pieces I can't lie, you had me puzzled Wasn't on my job, but only got the job Because you only got the job But hard to identify when I'm wrong I've been this way so long I apologized a zillion times And I'm writing you this song I knew the moment you left You were right all along I don't have nothing left But to right these wrongs I'm scared to admit it to you I'm narcissistic Highway to heartbreak Lately, you've been distant Lately, you've been distant Lately, you've been distant