4am

With every new breath I wanna touch the sky and fly away With every new step I wanna make a path and find my way To somewhere new somewhere far somewhere off in the distance My life has changed so much this passed year crazy to think by now She would've been my Mrs But thats the beauty the unknown of tomorrow Life is magical the way this beat takes me to Alias Looking Glass making me feel both joy and sorrow So I sit inside this empty Costa Rican airport Where this flight will take me back to a reality I don't care to face My life isn't bad I just can't seem to shake this taste Of the what if's the what if's man f*ck the what ifs This is right now and I am fully present The Tao flows everywhere silence your inner being and just let it Do its thing But wait wait before I proceed to move on just know No matter where I go and what I do you guys are in my mind in my heart and soul And even though I'm God-like these reoccurring memories are starting to take a toll 4AM has secrets to whisper so don't go back to sleep 4AM has secrets to whisper so don't go back to sleep So shout out to those who temporarily fill my void and break down my walls More life experiences under my belt like breathing deep with a Persian Princess Underneath Costa Rican waterfalls Mi Malaque Eroni también es una datura inoxia and taste like malibu rum Accent of a goddess with a devilish tongue Pero como se dicen aquí pura vida cus that shit was fun These security cameras help me keep watch While I faithfully allow the universe to take care of me You might think different cus of what you hear and what you see But honestly I'm a regular person who loves to bond with laughter come close Please don't be scared of me I've been around the world multiple times and have slowly changed from the inside out I've seen extreme poverty and extreme wealth Which left me with my own life to figure out Do I wanna live free let go of my possessions and roam like a nomad Or keep buying shit I don't need just to be in debt knowing I can't take it with me just to die so sad Man I don't fuckin know All I know is I'm a man with no dad Who once was a stepdad To two small children I miss dearly but I am so glad To have had that opportunity I thank their mom for allowing me to figure it out knowing that it was all new to me I miss their little feet and their little hands God brought you guys to me then took you away Who knows what'll happen tomorrow so my future God I'm gonna put it in your hands But I don't understand How someone can have a family break up then start a new one