Vent-illation (TMSR)

Mxm, damn I lost my girl back in eighteen, it really hurt my heart But I came back, been resilient from the start uh It really hurt my soul man, the day she departed When I tell 'em that I got it Man i been through alot niggas talking about it F*ck the shit you talking, you ain't tough I doubt it It ain't even real how you talking about it I ain't ready yet for death, even though I got invited Tell 'em that I made it through the pressure I'm tryna numb the pain All this liquor my distresser I made it through the rain, muddy days, heavy weather Damn It's hard to keep this shit together In between niggas Switching names, Switching lanes Keep it to yourself Touch my money boy I'm splitting brains Got a couple fallouts with my dawgs I ain't the one to blame You fake then, you still fake now This the type of shit that you can't erase It's hard fucking with people And still keeping your heart intact Mxm, well, F*ck em Yeah, uh It's hard to trust my heart or my gut My heart is on the left cause my brain is always right Keeping tabs on niggas that be thinking we alike Them niggas copy-paste to be precise Shit ain't happen over night uh A lot of problems i don't speak about A lot of favors I done handed out A lot of different bitches I done fucked Certain times I'm still lonely uh It's kinda crazy when I'm spilling all my feelings out Yeah Life is good if you ask me Pedal to the metal, I need a Grand Prix Being broke the only thing that can hurt me This 808 going crazy can you hear me