Dance With My Demons

I'm friends with my demon, and I know it doesn't mean shit Just know I got my reasons, like when you find me in the deep end Begging on the outside, tryna get an in Trying to find a savior in this life of sin Standing on the edge, feeling like I'm meeting my end But I'm friends with my demon, so here we go again They control my mind, telling me I should be sad all the time So I just grab another drink, and now I'm all alone tears falling in the sink And I should be okay, but when I hear these voices I just go insane And I don't know what to think, and all I know to do is just smoke and drink I let it fade away, drowning all alone in a pool full of pain It all seems so grey, go to sleep, I take a pill, and then I stray It feels great till it's not Till you're on the other side and you're always fucked up You're sitting all alone, You feel like you can't trust Stuck in the abyss just tryna keep up I just wanna know if I can numb the pain I just wanna know if there's a way I can change I just wanna know if there's another way Please let me know so I can be okay Please let me know so I don't fall astray Tired of sitting here with all this pain (Tired of sitting here with all this pain)