Disassociate

Why am I not enough? Why am I not enough? You treat me like a drug You treat me like a dog Why am I not enough? Why, why, why am I not enough? Think I saw you in my nightmare Swear it felt like you were right here I can't tell what's real or fake It felt like you were right there I wish that you were here God, I wish that you were here I wanna disappear, I wanna feel the fire I wanna feel the pain , I wanna go real higher I wanna disappear, I want the world on fire I wanna feel the pain, Can you take me higher? You really aimed your gun You really made me bleed You really took your shot You brought me to my knees Now all I feel is pain, urging to be seen I'm feeling like a dog who just lost their leash Racing afterthoughts, I can feel the rush I don't wanna talk, Why'd you bring it up? Why am I not enough? You treat me like a drug Causing cancer in your brain, Fucking up your lungs Felt like you were right there Swear to feel like you were right here Stare at my reflection and I watch myself disappear Pacing back and forth I swear to God I wish that you were here I wish that you were here, I wanna disappear I wanna feel the pain, I want it in my ears I wanna go real crazy, I wanna face the fear Feel it in my veins, seeing it so clear I wanna run away, I wanna feel the pain I wanna start today, I wanna watch it rain I wanna let it fall, I wanna go insane I wanna risk it all, show me all your pain Show me all your pain Why can't you show me all your pain ? Why am I the one to blame? Why can't you show me all your pain?