dnd, dead it

I can't fucking breathe when your next to me Feeling like i'm drowning in toxicity Invoking me to spiral so effortlessly You can't have my heart already threw away the key I know you hate it when I come and cause a scene Escaping out the chains they cannot handle me Mislabel me , disable me , I might charge a fee Snatching all my power back I can't sleep, gotta watch my back Dodge these psychic attacks Sharpened my mind now I won't crack I was trapped inside your game You seem proud I wanna play I was weak fell for your bait The late calls and flight delays I warned you this is my stage High priestess I hold the stakes Hide my cards, straight poker face I feel venom in my veins I'm rising up, can't be replaced See my eyes hold real deep pain I run to places most would stray Ihydaij is here to stay They think I'm a monster, they think I'm the villain Hahahaha, Me? The villain? Wait I kinda like the sound of that They like to project anyways Poker face Stay away Come and play I'm here to stay Poker face Scream my name Picture my face In your brain Poker face Forget my name I'll take the blame I'll never change Poker face You hide away Regret the mistakes we both made You kick me out of your place, I'm texting friends like can I stay? Sitting scratching at my brain, trying not to go insane I'm just tryna find my way, I'm just tryna find my place Trying not to lose my pace, I just wanna be okay Doctor can you heal the pain? Doctor can you wipe my brain? Poker face Stay away Come and play I'm here to stay Poker face Scream my name Picture my face In your brain "You're just off living your best life, not texting anyone and you know, we're just all sitting here like why doesn't Daijah trust us? Why can't Daijah talk to us?"