Self Medicate

Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep Sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep Sleep walking , sleep walking , sleep walking Don't know who to trust, they tell me put the drugs down But they're never around, Wondering why I fell down Don't need you with me, Just wanted some company But you're never around, Wondering why I fell down I can see the future all up in my brain But I somehow forgot that people fucking change It doesn't feel the same I'll try not to complain I'll tuck away the pain I gotta find my way Alprazolam all in my brain (All up in my brain) A dark abyss that I cannot escape (I can't escape) I feel restrained by all the mental chains I just wanna be okay, Do you want me to remain the same? Were you ever on my side? (On my side) Was I just a body to hold at night? (All the sleepless nights) Do you even hear me when I cry? Do you hear me when I cry? Do you hear me? Do you hear me when I cry? A battle between sober and some happiness My mind just cannot fathom this I'm always in a fashion fit I feel like I should smash some shit I feel like I'm just savaging My brain's always unraveling Off all these pills time traveling Don't know who to trust they tell me put the drugs down But they're never around, Wondering why I fell down Don't need you with me, Just wanted some company But you never around, Wondering why I fell down