Find Myself

Uhh Uhh Look to the sky pray for better days I know perspectives and desires changes But I got love for you won't never change it Yeah I been going through some changes Gotta guide my heart cause I can't let you break it Yeah I know my life one day can surely change But I'm to fascinated with cars and switching lanes I been tryna find myself but ain't no where to find Eighteen got caught from packing nines Shit was really terrifying They don't care to look where I was broken And I tried to fight the love but in the end it felt like poison Stay Please So sick of petty lies and little things If I took off you would not look for me I see yo face and think of memories And all she seem to say is wait for me like Please Stay But I can't take no more Put my feelings on the floor Feel like I can't love no more Please Stay If I took off you would not look for me I see yo face and think of memories I love myself hope they don't never change Cause my depression make me feel a way Getting lit off mental pain Say I been tryna find myself Been dealing with all this mental pain Lately been talking with my girl about how we could fix some things She said why I don't smile It's been a while Hope you still into me Girl you worth a while Let's run some miles Don't you get rid of me Uh Stick by my side I promised you for life that I'm gone ride Won't tell no lies Cause in the end its bound to catch up throughout time So sometimes I need distance to do me and get some bands I grew up inside a household full of four with out no friends But the ones I called my friends some of em stayed The others fell off I got a lot of bro's but Quan my damn dawg I did a lot no help that's why I stand out Seen the haters through the drought but I still stand tall But it's sum I do for certain cause I been past y'all So I keep pushing for myself mhm Keep praying to the lord about my health mhmm Been tryna find a purpose in myself mhm Know i'm stuck on getting fame and gaining wealth mhmm So help me father Cause I been on my knees Tryna help my family And sit aside my needs Sometimes lost inside my thoughts about the next time I can breathe But I pray to keep me safe until the day I get my wings Please Mhmm Uh Uh Uh Uh Mhm Uh Mhmmm