Men Don't Cry

Uh They say problems don't last always but the way that it's coming it feel like forever Both trying to live up to the standards it's to many problems that we gotta handle Got a big ass heart for his cold as world that's why Ion like fucking with a anti I really been tryna do better but people just want me to turn to the devil It's been too much on my mind gotta get it off my chest In this world ain't no checkers bitch we playing chess Gotta watch out what I say cause ni**ahs listen tryna mock the best Might hop out like Osama With these weapons Tryna relieve some stress I done built up to much tension In my head depression kicking in Don't let out my emotions cause when I do I feel like a kid Don't be around hella ni**ahs so it's safe to say that Ian got no friends I will step with my bro's That's my fam The real ones stepping in They say men don't cry But it's to hard in this world to let my feelings hide Yeah its to hard in this world but just don't die inside That's like suicide And bitch we do or die Oh Oh Oh Ian got no feelings Gave my all to the world all the world had gave me back was hope and pity And I'm to far gone on the vape and this smoking weed shit Ion know how to quit it It just be the way that I feel when I inhale the smoke take a puff it be why's I can't quit it Yeah Why these folks in my business Yeah What I do need no witness Say most of these people my see me as rude but I'm really nice too when I'm lit off the Henny I been tryna stay happy Stay close to my girl and just rock out her world And boss up our image But sometimes I go ghost on the ones who been close cause I'm reaching my goals on the low I been winning Yeah Mama said boy go get it Yeah Tell my Unc Ian quitting Yeah Longest drought ever still in it When I still get the time tell my granny I miss her Say men don't cry for my family I'm willing For my son I'll give up my kidney Just to see him go hard without quitting Hell nawll Ian missing no pictures Everything in the book kept for memories Yeah They say men don't cry But I been crying lately I been caught up in this life Lord can you come and save me It don't matter what I do Tryna live comfortable but I jump the hoops Miss the old days watching cartoons and eating Froot Loops Gotta daughter now watching her grow up in tutu's Body feel like it's killing me But I grind everyday for the mini me If the vibe ain't positive give me 50 feet I'm tryna be great travel to city to city And atone for my sins I pray to god that I'm fighting these demons I promise I won't let em in I'm giving everything that I got cause it's only one life I can live But It don't make no sense 21 standing on ten Felt abandoned but sticked to the plan Gotta daughter but gotta get bread Out on the street but be stuck in my head Scars in my heart I feel it in my chest Won't think about sleeping until I am dead It is what it is Do it for the kid Ouu Ouu Ouuu Uhh Uhh