Problems (feat. D)

Mhm Uh Uh Say I got real problems Wonder can you ride my wave my thoughts been real lonely Only times I talk with gang cause dem my real homies Hope you don't plan on switching lanes cause I need real company I need you with me And sometimes I ghost you out cause in my mind I feel alone Lost my granny and my uncle age sixteen without a home I was living with my mom and my two sisters sharing a room So I had to share my privacy some things I couldn't do I turned eighteen Moved out on my own I'm living grown I still wish I was a kid at times cause life been doing me wrong But I keep pushing everyday and put my pain into these songs I got a kid who say my name and get whatever when he want Yeah Say I been dealing with all of these problems in my head I just want you be my peace Cause it's a lot of vicious ni**ahs out here wanna see me dead But I'm still standing on my feet They say I'm crazy cause I got some fame and I done changed No I'm just chill making these M's I'm tryna win and change the game These ni**ahs mad I'm really up and they still down these ni**ahs lame They know I make this shit look easy to them boys who want a name I get lost inside my thoughts cause trauma running through my brain All the things that I endurance in my mind ain't been the same Watch the ones who you try to keep around cause image fade I had always been the type to come off nice it's in my veins Yeah I always told the real And that will never change Want you to find me two people who got put in the same grave Traumatized from the past I was bullied in 8th grade Cause I was fat when I got skinny people still had shit to say Pain don't last always Got me wishing shit was differently I was brung up in the church but found a way to follow misery I couldn't let go of the past like it's attached something like witchery But God got me I been using faith to stay in place Just living life I know I'm wrong for certain shit I think and say Had a plan of living large gotta condition til ehh day Yeah ni**ahs doubting me right now but when I'm up what they gone say Me and Q grew up without no dad life was going bad Mama's working they ain't have plans just tryna keep us glad It was sad but everybody strong this what make you a man What you put behind that trauma really shows up in the end I been grinding for that money thought it solved the problems I was swimming now I'm sinking to Bikini Bottom Ni**ahs faking they still hating I just pop my collar Yeah I stay in my own lane but I'm no roll model Ni**ahs bitches I'm just like a baby be drunk off a bottle Watching my every step if I slip that means I loose dollars I'm no penguin but my pockets fat when I walk see a slow waddle And I still pray put all my pain in God's hand cause he the shot caller I tried to wrap my pain up in a blunt like Christmas I still got bro's switching up tell me what's the business Girl I know I fucked up but you know that I didn't mean it But for our child I get this dough make it a mission You broke my heart now that shit cold now I'm anemic I lookout for me myself and I no I don't need shit I open the bible read some scriptures cause I need it The close ones that held my loyalty can keep it Keep It I saw so many red flags I didn't wanna see em I tried to stay on track I end up off the rail I'm done with all problems I'm gone keep it real