Traveled Way To Far

Uh I done traveled way to fucking far for this to turn around and let it go I rarely see support so I don't know how it feel to be coached The hardest in my city but they take me like some kind of joke It's funny how this shit gone take a twist when I turn to a goat I done had to struggle all my life get tired of living poor The ones who talk the most really be broke and I been tryna blow Crazy I saw people come and go through time and do you wrong Can't apologize already done so let it set in stone Uh God please save me I been looked down as a child mentally crazy They tried to say that I was really sped cause I had IEP It had hurt me to my heart and left me scarred I struggled daily The lights was off I done seen my mama hustle up the cash to pay the cost Many days I seen her cry it hurt inside but she a boss No one was there when she was beat but me and Quai and murder thoughts Wish I could go back then in time and risk my life to make it stop That's why I'm always on my toes and keep a blick cause mental lost You say you know how I be feeling but this feeling off the charts I kept it real through every struggle so don't lie or you or cooked off I sat and prayed I was afraid that we would never make it out I put my all into this shit Blood Sweat And tears it took me years to get like this It was me and bro Rapping off our phones tryna get rich I stay on the grind won't never catch me pass on Benjamin's Oh no Oh no Oh no Who was right there when I had open scars Take a - Glance at the moon and just have talks with God Uh Feel like these days you're life getting harder Gotta stack up my peso's I can't sink in that water I'm giving life to a newborn living life as a father Catch a Lyft or a Uber on the grind ain't no pausing Live a party for life Booking shows and making songs keep me up through the night Sometimes I feel like I'm doing wrong It's supposed to be right Can't get in touch with my inner self guess he left cause of life I done traveled way to fucking far for this to turn around and let it go I rarely see support so I don't know how it feel to be coached The hardest in my city but they take me like some kind of joke It's crazy how this shit gone take a twist when I turn to a goat Yeah It's crazy how this shit gone all pay off I keep working for more And It'd crazy how these days be flying by I be taking it slow And It's crazy how it's money on my mind it was days I was broke I still be swimming with the fishes getting richer spending time with the bro's Yeah And I know I made to far to switch roads To give up now on what I done from the start I'd be slow So I sit back and play my part with these cards I can't show And keep on holding onto ones who been down since before But I heard money bring drama and problems So I gotta stack It for days when it's ugly And I get lost inna sauce of a flunky It's sad to say most my friends was some junkys They was mad at a ni**ah cause all I had was all I had to give Ni**ahs started switching I start switching too and got a crib Made a big decision up my vision now they mad I'm here And I wan tryna stay up in the dirt I was tryna grow and build Cause I know I can't be a worm for long So I got straight up out the dirt won't see this earth for long I'm tryna show my son my worth so I can't do no wrong And I know I traveled way to far to turn around and go But I'm bleeding Please come patch me up I need some love Maybe we can travel back in time and make it up Or maybe we can travel in my mind forever stuck I'm tryna kick it with you girl I got no plans of giving up No