Wish I Could Tell You It's Ok

Wish I could tell you it's ok Wish I can tell you It's O K Uh Wish I could tell you it's ok Uh Uh Wish I could tell you it's ok I been feeling like a villain life get harder than you think Yeah we struggling for real we living life on section 8 I had no father growing up so I just trust God to show the way Always listening to my friends but in the end advice was fake My mama told me watch the ones who want a lot might want my place So I watch out who I love and give my trust cause people play I been working hella hard to feed myself and pass the plate I don't need or want it all just need enough to spread the cake I been thinking about quitting But the blood type in my veins push me to stay and conquer living I had always been the same like nothing changed but age and feelings Say you my friend make sure you always got my back from fake and envy Cause I always got yo back when shit get tough or hard to manage I know I do not know it all but I can help sit down and listen Call on Q when shit get bad because he help me tame my mental I don't need to show it all cause all I got is sentimental Things changed I used to work all through the night now it's the days I miss the days it was a group of 6 but time had made it change I know the grave can be a lot so pay attention to the game These ni**ahs lame I won't be caught inside the mix f*ck out my face Say Wake up everyday talk to the lord wishing for change I might put on for my family like I'm up sometimes I ain't But I'm great It's a lot that I don't speak on that be hurting me everyday But I keep going cause I know grandma and my uncle gone make a way It's ok Keep on striving for my son he gone be some no time to waste And I keep guns but they stay up until a f*ck boy try and play He out the way Get him erased Be in my own zone counting truckloads sometimes hard for me to think Yeah Wish that I could tell you it's ok But it's not They keep saying how long he been stuck in pain Since a child What can fix it they keep tryna figure out Just stay around But you be distant tryn go missing keep on tripping Nah I'm just calm Like on some real shit I just be lit majority of the time It's gone be ok