Out of Control

Just stop Practice your breathing Gripping your heart Won't stop it from bleeding Let your pulse Fall in the rhythm the beats in Now that we synced in I believe in something Just stop Practice your breathing Gripping your heart Won't stop it from bleeding Let your pulse Fall in the rhythm the beats in Now that we synced in I believe in something Too many hospitals visits It gets expensive for surgeons These Surgeries that they pitch us Horrid Insurance Needed Her heart Could've stopped while sleeping The symptoms was troubles breathing Three AM ER near us Boss asking if i'm gonna make it In ICU weighing two Seeing you or occupation The weight on physical Like gravitation Inhibitions forming how they strain Hyperventilating anxiety maze I'm spinning out of control Spinning out of control Spinning out of control Going out of control Moving out of control Spinning out of control Spinning out of control Spinning out of control Just stop Practice your breathing Gripping your heart Won't stop it from bleeding Let your pulse Fall in the rhythm the beats in Now that we synced in I believe in something Just stop Practice your breathing Gripping your heart Won't stop it from bleeding Let your pulse Fall in the rhythm the beats in Now that we synced in I believe in something Cause I didn't believe in nothing My wrist were cuffed by my woman Who didn't want to give up But I threaten to leave My confidence couldn't conceive it Many reasons why I needed to leave before her first treatments Evenings Spent feeling guilty New apartments is around the corner So is the coroner And living habits horrible Contradictions We run away But scared of change It's the constant stress veins Deranging the brain Spinning out of control Spinning out of control Spinning out of control Going out of control Moving out of control Spinning out of control Spinning out of control Spinning out of control Spinning outta control crazy I know that my girlfriend hate me We back and forth on on a daily My boss is always debating If cutting me off would stop with the confrontations Would not Really i'm just too black And the task they give I abandon it Tackle men then attacking them Fact is i'm just not acting bitch Handing them personality Mad at me Magic trick vanish it Give a f*ck were the planet is Just back up off my back a bit Before I snap go psycho maniac Baz