Stuck at Home

My mind is a mess I feel like i need some time to get rest My shorty upset Maybe this loneliness is for the best To better myself I'm earning my bless Gain intellect Like i'm playing some chess Raising respect Get this shit off my chest Seeking perfection Cause i am defect Consider this life To be more than a quest I'm trying my hardest I'm pouring my soul Depression I'm fighting To gain some control I'm feeling so empty My heart is a hole Somehow i doubt I'm achieving my goal I guess this is destiny Always foretold Look for the best in me Keeping my hope I need some fire I'm stuck in the cold Somebody to hold I'm losing the rope I feel so alone today I'm stuck at home Looking at the rain I need something strong today I'm losing my mind I'm going insane Im going insane I need something numbing Inside of my brain To fix all the pain My body is aching From damage sustained I'm hurting myself Nobody to blame I'm dwelling so endless So where is my lane No track of my sense Its a difficult game Rely on my penmanship Writing to fame Feel one of a kind Can't go with the plain Im writing my story But where is it ending Sometimes life is boring I'm never pretending I'm seeking my glory I need some befriending Its hard to find real ones That i can say I finally feel numb Take me away I cannot deal with this shit every day I finally feel numb Take me away Take me away to a place i feel safe I feel so alone today I'm stuck at home Looking at the rain I need something strong today I'm losing my mind I'm going insane I feel so alone today I'm stuck at home Looking at the rain I need something strong today I'm losing my mind I'm going insane