Death Notes

Imma be real with you Uh, I think I'm way worse than I was In the last project Think I'm worse, mentally, spiritually I got lot more shit to get off my chest F*ck! But look Here's my death notes Success has many friends Failure is an orphan My mother told me that Before I started popping Before cheques cleared Conversations bout brand endorsements Back when nobody cared about the lost kid No tears, no emotions We off em So have this, as the second offering She asks how much the bag costs It's no biggie Look girl, I can afford it Crossroads of success I'd raise a toast to my achievements But I've been once, an alcoholic Took two years and a stash of blunts to get off it I think I switched the liquor for sex I think I met the woman of my dreams I'm just not the man she deserves yet I'm charming but numb to my core Ain't a person I couldn't give paradise But I hunger for more Don't know what more is Maybe I just want a nice house And maybe some kids Or maybe I don't Maybe I'm ego tripping Enjoy how you moan While I'm grabbing your throat Laughing in therapy sessions Getting better a joke Don't lecture me bout lung cancer boo Just let me smoke Don't lecture me bout finance baby Spending time with these notes Some of you think I'm talking blues and greens But it's really just always been black and white And life ain't safe but sounds sweet When you got the right key Music the ultimate time thief Back in this game like I never left They tell you walk a righteous path But never tell you how it all goes left I've lost faith, I've lost love I've lost my respect for this dark game Of back stabs and closed gloves Remarkable grief I see angels below I got a few more death notes just so you know Hold the pain cause when it burns Creative flames protect us from the cold This ain't ink I'm spilling It's pure gold Every names got notes Every name in the death note I got a couple more death notes I got a couple more death notes I got a couple more death notes Where I come from it's summer all year round The sun is shining all year round There was no...there was nothing I saw sun all year round Do you understand