Invasion of Privacy

Enviyon on the mix (Ruan not again) Bitch don't get me started, uh, Let's talk about it, baby I went through your phone last night, but I feel good about it So you invited to my pity party I'm tryna feel six seats You, me, and anxiety, my heart, head, and instincts This feels like invasion of my privacy But does it make me crazy that it feels good Sippin' liquor, take a sip or two It's either be rid of you or ridiculed It's either be little or belittled ooh Maybe it's a vision that's invisible Ain't no pause button, you can't quit when shit get difficult But it get difficult You say you get jealous, who you telling? Shit, I keep havin' dreams about you flexing for your exes Cool, I treat you right, but who could treat you better? It ain't helping I'm loggin' in your Instagram to see that nigga texting you Just to see the message, like what was I expecting You wasn't far off when you said it, I'm pathetic Let's play a game, never have I ever been depressing Or never ever have I tried to drown my pain in dressing Like, why the f*ck my hands down? I'm sad but I'm gone stand out That's how the story goes, I want this shit to last forever times long Shit, I get heated but this FN bring the flame out I'm good, I can't complain, but I Might just blow my brains out, like Just to get his name out my head I'm scared I'm way too quick, a nigga jump to assumptions Got Big Ben on my wrist, you's think I'm coming from London I'm fresh, might hit up Steph, I'm finna jump to the function And I'm late to the party Bitch don't get me started, uh Let's talk about it, baby I went through your phone last night, but I feel good about it So you invited to my pity party I'm tryna feel six seats You, me, and anxiety, my heart, head, and instincts This feels like invasion of my privacy But does it make me crazy that it feels good Sippin' liquor, take a sip or two It's either be rid of you or ridiculed It's either be little or belittled ooh Maybe it's a vision that's invisible Ain't no pause button, you can't quit when shit get difficult But it get difficult Last level, it get hard baby Heartbreaker, every time I play a heart, baby She play a spade, she say she hate to play that card, baby She been with lames, said we ain't that far apart, baby She ain't the same, cause I won't never break her heart, baby You said, this shit is troubling, uh (true) My stomach bubbling, ain't been this long as a couple of struggling, uh yeah Show me the PDA, last bitch wouldn't even kiss me in public I'll lose my cool when I'm with you in public Laughing my way to the bank while they chuckling This ain't McDonald's, but my money, I'ma McDouble it And I'ma get it with fries Touching your paraphernalia, in love with your smell, girl this shit is a distillate high You ain't yourself, get a Snickers, we fighting and bickering, keeping our feelings inside F*ck a RSVP, you invited to my pity party, big surprise Yeah F*ck it, if I'm lying then I'm dying I told her that I love her and bitch I'm alive