Broken Image (feat.Elliontaeee)

Suicide don't fuckin' hurt I'm battling my curse I'm talking to my demons everything is getting worse I'm popping pills  I'm drinking alcohol my life berserk Ima broken image that don't smile i do it cause it works I do it cause it makes u happy I do it cause it's love I try not to show u how I am but ima nut The doctor told me in my ear you should've die first  I laughed in his face and stuck my middle finger up Ima poison to my family A poison to myself I laugh by myself I talk to myself I think about ways to kill my fuckin self I'm probably not the first rapper That tried to kill them selfs This shit is krazy 1 minute i'm happy and then i'm angry I play eenie meenie miney moe with my life daily You don't fuckin hear me I pray that the ALMIGHTY forgives me For having bad thoughts Bein lost i'm so empty I'm depressed Suicide crossed my mind a couple of times in fact I play eenie meenie miney moe with my life daily I can't believe I try those things I can't believe I did that I play eenie meenie miney moe with my life daily Suicide crossed my mind a couple of times in fact I can't believe I try those things I can't believe I did that But at the time I was all alone trying to figure out a way Sniffing blow what my nose wasn't making me OK Makin money was the easy part saving it wasn't great Working 9 to 5 felt like I just did a 5 to 8 Broke when I got paid I'm drinking fuckin everyday Talkin to myself cause I'm my own worst enemy Fighting with my family they trying to fuckin help me I just keep on blowing them off nobody gave a f*ck to me Looking in the mirror I could see my pain real bitter But now fighting all these demons I could hear them getting nearer Praying it gets better Hopefully I'll change the weather It's dark clouds over me like I don't even fuckin matter Wishing for a better day don't tell me I can't make my way Lost like a child in the dark but I can't see my faith Suicide crossed my mind a couple of times in fact I play eenie meenie miney moe with my life daily I can't believe I try those things I can't believe I did that I play eenie meenie miney moe with my life daily Late nights like this my mind is steady racing Tryna paint a bigger picture but the ink not staying It's like my past life is just stuck and I just keep Pervading Cuz all my hope in life was washed up and I'm slowly fading And I just can't seem to find happiness with will I go deep into my thoughts and the truth is just what kills I got pain in my heart Some memories that's gone Tdrugs don't even woke they just keep me going on And I'm just tryna keep on going for the better My happiness is temporary , something like the weather My moods swings overrated I just feel like someone toxic I got smiles all on my face but the tears drops In the darkness I got words that's still unsaid Feelings on the leash My mind just keep on raising And the devil took the lead Cuz these thoughts that's in my head Left me stuck and here to bleed Walk these dark paths all alone I keep triggering my needs