Rainy Day

Riding home in this rain Drown myself in this pain Everything stays the same Don't go out stay out the frame You cried for me and I came You're hurting leave me to blame Roll up, puts spliff to the flame Go ghost, I'm changing my name At 13, all I ever wanted was to be the best 18, now I'm always on the grind I'm never taking rest It hurt me deep inside When I can see you, you was easily lead I had to get my mental right To notice I was far ahead 16, broke my heart the most I couldn't get about the bed I'm stressing every day I caught all ties and I grew out my dress I never got the chance to speak With you, now it's in my regrets I'm watching every step And when you come around, I hold my breath Early morning, sat outside your crib With my head on your chest Everything felt right I don't understand how it all went left I tried my best to fix our problems But you ignore every text You left me on a cliffhanger Now everything's a fucking mess You left me and moved on But I guess for you, it just felt the best I'm sitting on the edge of death Just wondering if I am next I grab my mental and my problems Hold them by the fucking neck Talk is cheap, my time is money Go ahead and write that check They can't relate to me But that's because they don't live in stress I took a look into the mirror To tell myself I'm doing my best Contemplations about suicide If you look in my head, I'm rolling up this weed-ahhhh