Usual

Usual Ugh f*ck bruh my fuckin head hurts bruh Fuckin... F*ck bruh where the f*ck am I at bruh? My head hurtin I guess the pills weren't really fake cause I can see they're working I ruined my mental for you but it was worth it Because everything bout you to me it Was really perfect,was really hm- I'm late as the usual It's some things I got used to Like moving out of state and having to Start a new school and Cutting off old ties Just to hang with some new foos They think that I'm mental I probably have a few loose screws But that's just everyday fam it's always the usual I'm always in some pain baby girl it's the usual Blame me for everything Baby girl it's the usual Left me out in the rain Man it's always the usual Ever since you left It's been hard to breathe at times and I just lose my breath My body shaking and I tremble with every step Everything is going bad I never know what's next I take the xans everyday cause it brings me close to death I guess his auntie was right I got the spirit of death Everything was going right Or it was going left I felt safe when I laid with you And my head on your chest Or when the roles were reversed and you kissed me on the neck I miss your smile now It always kept my heart erect I'm feeling worthless now I'm Losing all my self respect I drown myself in this liquor and I have sex with my ex It's a constant loop I never know what's comin next