Luxury of Silence

Waves crash, trains pass Planet earth circles rotates around a burning mass Bright sky, birds fly Flowing rivers past endeavors we don't bat an eye Grass grows, breeze blows Day and night cycles life emerges into the moons glow Rock walls, trees fall Death and life on a scale til it tips n kills us all Who chose, this flow All of us myself included when I let the seeds sow Who planned, who mapped Whatever's on the other side where my dead friend is at I keep my head down and stare at pavement like I'm blind The color grey is the same as darkness when it's all inside I am no perfect person and I know we make mistakes in life Right now I truly believe that I deserve to feel steel from a knife I wanna fucking change everything that happened I wanna stab God cuz I'm sure he's fucking laughing Cuz my friend now has the beautiful luxury of silence While I scream internally because to God her fate was already decided So what the f*ck could I have ever done And how the f*ck could I have ever known And I'm being blamed cuz I was the one Behind the wheel but they don't know This boy has a heart and he feels pain too The law forgets that I fucking miss her too Yeah, I just really fucking miss her