Understand

Well, I'm just a little unstable Like a leg missing from a table, but… At least I got some direction To maybe rid this infection, well... Let's not get ahead of myself I don't know what time will tell, I… Was lying 'bout that last part I always censor my heart, now… I got a lot of issues But I never use tissues, and... I never ever had faith I'd really rather just say, I... Am perfectly fine and happy Can't take the weight off I carry, please… Just try to understand me Cuz I don't understand me… Please try to understand me Cuz I don't understand me No matter what I do I always End up right back at the start I'm swimming circles like a race And I'm getting tired it's so hard But just try to understand me Cuz I don't understand me at all I'm sorry that I can't be me There's so much that keeps me buried Just know I love you more than anything Even when I don't talk or cause a scene I am supposed to be a poet So Good with words but I can't show it Can't even show my tears falling Can't answer the phone when you're calling Please try to understand me Cuz I don't understand me No matter what I do I always End up right back at the start I'm swimming circles like a race And I'm getting tired it's so hard But just try to understand me Cuz I don't understand me at all