Count Myself

And I know, and I know the feelings gon' fade but it'll come right back Will it come right back? And I know I got extra too much up on my plate But i'm feeling too relaxed, yea i'm feeling more relaxed Maybe now i'm settled with the thought I couldn't last Don't know how i've gone through the days like who has my back, who has my back? Don't know how I made it this far, to be honest She said "where the pain level at?" I said "chronic" Everyday just seeing myself as a target At this point, can't even walk into a Target Like how do you live? Feeling like i'm finding myself in the nonsense Baby I've been scared to go back, I need your best bet Please don't be here for a bag, but I got plenty left (guap) Mmm Can the tags really save me? Yeah i've been poppin' tags tryin' to not pop myself With the feelings lastin' i'm just not myself I been countin' up the green but cant count myself, yuh I can't count myself, can't count myself They been tryna' count me in but I stay on the shelf 'Cause I can't count myself, I can't count myself I don't know where the worth's at cutting self out But I know i'm not useless don't got self doubt I just know I don't got a list of any help She trending in my mind, hashtag like #pound I keep runnin' into why I never found- Uhhh, uhh, uh And I know, and I know the feelings gon' fade but it'll come right back Will it come right back? And I know I got extra too much up on my plate But i'm feeling too relaxed, yea i'm feeling more relaxed Maybe now i'm settled with the thought I couldn't last Don't know how i've gone through the days like who has my back, who has my back? Don't know how I made it this far, to be honest She said "where the pain level at?" I said "chronic" Everyday just seeing myself as a target At this point, can't even walk into a Target Like how do you live? Feeling like i'm finding myself in the nonsense Baby I've been scared to go back, I need your best bet Please don't be here for a bag, but I got plenty left (guap) Mmm Can the tags really save me? Yeah i've been poppin' tags tryin' to not pop myself With the feelings lastin' i'm just not myself I been countin' up the green but cant count myself