Colorblind

Tell me I'm not thinking clear If I threw all my pills away Would you re appear This shit is so invading Think everybody hates me And getting the worst of it lately I swear that I'm not fucking crazy Don't tell me it's all in my head Don't tell me it's all in my head I know things are never gonna be the same All day I've been stuck inside a memory Some days I wanna disappear Some days I feel I'm getting left behind I know I could never throw it all away You say maybe I should be the one to change What's wrong with what I have right here What's wrong with me I'm feeling color blind See through I've been too transparent Unglued and I can't forget it Not falling for it this time You'll fade away just fine Dissolving innovation Duplicated What I've initiatiated I can't take it Don't tell me it's all in my head I know things are never gonna be the same All day I've been stuck inside a memory Some days I wanna disappear Some days I feel I'm getting left behind I know I could never throw it all away You say maybe I should be the one to change What's wrong with what I have right here What's wrong with me I'm feeling color blind My medications made me a monster You don't know the pressure I'm under All day stuck inside a memory You say maybe I should be the one to change You don't know the pressure I'm under Someday maybe I could be the one to change