My Heart Hurts a Lot Right Now.

Feels like a nail through the throat It feels like pain with no way to cope Feels like hunger that you can't feed Feels like you're still something I need Feels like you'll never be happy again Feels like I'd rather be dead instead Feels like my heart is a liar Feels like my lungs are on fire Feels like you've been ignoring me It feels like you've moved past me Everything hurts and you can't see me Nothing seems right no more happy Michael, I'm all, I'm all sad now I'll drown myself if i think it will help All I wanna do is stay in bed The one we shared but now it's torn shreds I feel like a lemon, really sour Wanna sleep through all of September I wanna wake up with no memory I wanna give myself a lobotomy Why does nothing good ever last Stormy days are on my forecast Do you think that love exists I don't I want my neck to twist