Disconnected (feat. aidanjm)

I wore my heart out Looking for my sleeve to rest it on I never found it I guess what I want isn't what I need Lucid in my bed I looked under my dreams I thought I saw it staring at me And before I knew, I was fast asleep And disconnected Splashing water on my face in the bathroom Drowning out the sounds in the place, I'm disconnected In a race without a victory prize Getting participation trophies as the dead last guy, I'm disconnected Feet are fastened to the floor and I can't focus Tryna fix my eyes upon the door, I'm disconnected I'm disconnected I'm disconnected I took my thoughts out Put 'em on a leash I swore I heard them yelling at me I don't know, I guess it was just a dream But in my own head They keep me from my sleep So I guess they'll stay up screaming at me And when Roxanne calls, I'll be cold and weak And disconnected Moving madly to a place my mind can manage Trying not to panic but my brain is disconnected In a prison with familiar design Trying to make to tomorrow but I just can't drive, I'm disconnected Struggling to feel like I'm welcome or wanted Tryna push myself to move along, I'm disconnected I'm disconnected I'm disconnected Somehow I wore my heart out I took my thoughts down I think I'm fine now I think I'll be alright now I think I'll be alright now (I think I'm disconnected) I think I'll be alright now (And overstimulated) I think I'll be alright now