Dumb

You push away Everyone that love you Then complain when you're feeling lonely Who's to say What we could have been Have been I'll admit it I'll admit it I'm gone I took too many L's And I'm not who I was You take me for a fool And maybe I am Cause I just wanna hold your hand I just be waking up late In the morning Can't remember what I ate In the evening Everything's falling apart Cause you're not here I play the moment In my head Over and over Til' I wake up Everyday Starts to feel the same And that's why Minutes start feeling like days Yeah And the hours go by in a haze Yeah I don't know if it's all in my head Cause you're not here Cause you're not here So I say Please just think about it You know I'm just getting started Because everything is out of my control These days And you never come back around You say it's my fault ain't it But I cannot hold on for much longer Because I'm dumb I had a lot of people tryna make my ship go under Just so they can make themselves feel a little important I keep my circle small and they wonder why If I told a million truths they'd still think I was lying but I tend to worry bout what's in people's mind about me I haven't seen my older brother since I was eighteen And you still hit my line just to ask me how I've been And I feel dumb I feel stupid every time that I say Everyday I be concerned Bout the wrong thing Holding a match til' it burns My fingertips Anything just to forget How I feel How I feel So I say Please just think about it You know I'm just getting started Because everything is out of my control These days And you never come back around You say it's my fault ain't it But I cannot hold on for much longer Because I'm dumb I'm dumb I'm dumb I played the game and you won You won You won Yeah