I'm Still Here, at Rock Bottom

Fucking faded I stumble along the pavement Hundred dollars in my pocket, all just spent on rolling papers I need to get my act together handle all my business Medication got me faded I'm popping anti-depressants Uncanny to standard listeners, they've all had enough of it Disconnected friendships and these bitches don't f*ck with him I've been going through a lot, but most of you know none of it And I can barely function cause I'm always on some other shit Reality seems grey and shit, I don't know why I'm craving it Someone stop the monologue, I'm drowning in my thoughts again Constantly reflecting and regretting all the things I've said Only time I'm out my head is when I'm doped out on these meds Yeah this is closure in a way You wanna say that you're a fan of me then you should know I'm fake And you should know that I'm a coward and I hide behind my lyric And to anyone that I have dissed, we're all fucking dipshits But I'm also a hypocrite, thank you for listening