Time to Lose

I tried for so long To accept what you want As just a part of who you are But what I am can't fucking stand What you've become I scream today It's so cliche Such a shame that what you crave Is every gaze in the room stuck to you Well now I choose It's time to lose It's time to lose It's time to lose Well now it's through I called her home I need time to be alone Suspicious eyes I hear them blink She won't believe I didn't cheat The same movie projected on me Loyalty invisible Now even this is slipping too But I can't prove enough for you It's time to lose It's time to lose It's time to lose I don't want to write songs I just want to be okay I don't want to write songs I just want to be okay I don't want to write songs I just want to be okay I don't want to write songs I just want