Hebrews 11:1

Damn Yeah last year was kinda crazy Trials and tribulations what I face on the daily No balance damn this life is really crazy Been on the grind I been working that's been lately And all my homies say I changed They say I'm different they say I ain't the same Fame I been out the way I been in my lane Stuck in my head in a battle with my brain Wake up every day I get ready for the pain Too much trauma damn I question if I'm sane Tryna tell Jesus that I ain't his strongest soldier Grab a jacket cause this world is getting colder Charge it to the game Can't complain I'm getting older Pressure on my shoulders weighing heavy like a boulder Damn it's weighing heavy like a boulder It's weighing heavy like a boulder Dig deep to find the will to keep on going I been faking smiles when I know that I been broken bottled up the feelings they come back they recurring Forced to face my demons Standing tall I'm never running Day after day damn the pressure gets worse Will I succeed before I'm dead in a hearse But I'm trusting in his timing Tryna get rich of production and my rhyming And lately I been seeing changes Through the motion Damn I'm going through the phases And my mental health getting worse I got anxiety I feel like it's a curse But I gotta keep the faith I swear I gotta keep the faith