This Time

God I've been trynna tell 'em that I need you on sight Ive been trynna tell 'em that I need you in my life If things go left I know you gon' make it right I just tell it like it is for sure She can't give me what I need no more I saw a difference when I closed that door Yeah I saw a difference when I listen then I get it Now I got it just to give it aye What am i missing aye I'm on a mission aye Took my time away when i was feening for a lil misses aye Broke her lil heart whenever i'd Do my thing and go missing aye look I seen me falling was falling My testimony still unfolding unfolding I had to change i'm moving forward with him Forward with him aye I'm moving forward with him God's gotta give me what I need this time Cause I can't do it on my own this time God's gotta give me what I need this time Cause I can't do it on my own this time I took a L thought that I was boutta die They don't believe it when they see that I survived I give the credit to the one they crucified Just know I'm 10 toes till I close my eyes Im trynna break the bank and break up with my pride I'm trynna lay up on vacation with my bride Not trynna be a better me I'm trynna be more like Jesus God forgive my sins deliver me from evil Pray that I repent and turn away my ego Pray that you don't treat me like I treated people Pray that I don't do it all again like sequels Pray that I can rise above it all like eagles Pray my life is parallel to yours like equals Pray the way I crucify my flesh is lethal yeah God's gotta give me what I need this time Cause I can't do it on my own this time God's gotta give me what I need this time Cause I can't do it on my own this time God's gotta give me what I need this time Cause I can't do it on my own this time God's gotta give me what I need this time Cause I can't do it on my own this time