Who I Am

I'm mess it up Then I'll dress it up I've been tested oh Without blessing I'm a pain, I'm the worst It's in vain, always hurt It's a game, in the dirt Feel the hate, on the curb I'm out of touch I'm out of love What wrong with me Why is it so tough Maybe I should stay Maybe I should go I don't know but I'll have to pick a way Just please forgive me Just please forgive me I don't want to be enemies I'd rather be friendly I'd rather be friendly I don't wanna be enemies I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for how I treated you For how I treated you Oh,oh Im mess it up Then I'll dress it up Dress it up Then I'll dress it up I've been tested Without blessing I've been tested Without blessing I'm always stressing Bout the mess and And i keep guessing What happening But I'm always wrong Why does it go on so long Why am I all alone What have I done If I get my chance Mess up my plans Guess that's just who I am Put my trust in him Guess that's just who I am I am I am I am