Cupids Reverse a robbery remix

She told me put my heart in the bag And nobody gets hurt Now I'm running from her love, I'm not fast So I'm making it worse Keep it a stack If I gave you my heart And gave you my love Would you give it back You're one of a kind, I can't lie, I'm under attack It's a gift and a curse, but I know I can't reverse Took too many pills, now he's laying in a hearse Cannot reverse it Rapping on my own, cause I know I'm not perfect Yeah, my eyes red when I'm swerving Yeah, I'm too high, is it worth it Is it worth it the way I live my life I've caused my friends and family anxiety and strife I wanna spread the word of God But who's gonna listen to somebody That's been convicted of crimes I'm not reflecting Jesus Christ I wanna stop getting in fights But these bitches make me mad People think that I'm a crashout Cause they only see the bad It's a curse, I can't reverse, but maybe there's a silver lining God will use my pain for good I'm gonna keep trusting his timing It's so hard to go to school Cause that's where trauma hit me first Pray to Jesus every day that he can fix where I am hurt Tryna get rich so I can leave all these bitches in the dirt Wanna flex on all my bullies and make them feel insecure Keep it a stack If I gave you my heart And gave you my love Would you give it back You're one of a kind, I can't lie, I'm under attack It's a gift and a curse, but I know I can't reverse Took too many pills, now he's laying in a hearse Had to pop a perc I had to use it burke Why the f*ck do I always have to get hurt Running away, can't always stay When I'm off shrooms I feel so far away Now I'm digging up a grave, from my past I'm a whole different person (A whole different person) It's a gift and a curse (A gift and a curse) But I cannot reverse it