On My Own

I cant help this feeling Sometimes I say who am I The answer lies within me I take a look in the mirror and I turn away and then I walk away I hate myself for being this way Forgive me Mother, Father You did the best you could for me But its much too late and I filled with hate Each day I try to start again even though my soul is too weak I know there are those who love me, but I feel alone it's like I'm in my own I'm on my own and it scares me to feel so empty inside I'm on my own, I don't know where I'm going, where to run and hide I feel this is the only way out, something I got to do Over and over, I put the blame On those who never feel the same This can't be real I'm the only one I'm in disbelief and there's no relief I know there's someone out there Someone who feels my pain I'd give myself a second chance, but I know I'll lose, sick of being confused I'm on my own and it scares me to feel so empty inside I'm on my own I don't know where I'm going where to run and hide I'm on my own I don't see another way to make this matter right I'm on my own and I've cried for the last time this is my goodbye Yea You never see my world of pain Its so hard to get through to you I wish you would be there Just once I'm so alone I'm so alone I know what it means to be alone I know what it is and you don't It's time for me to do what the f*ck I got to do I'm sick of hiding the truth Hiding behind what's real Would you be there for me in the end or turn your back on me And stick a knife through my soul I'm on my own I don't see another way to make this matter right I'm on my own And I've cried for the last time this is my goodbye This is my goodbye Goodbye This is my goodbye