Lost without you

I'm high as a kite on my better days I'm making sure I don't go crazy I smile in your face like I'm doing good But really I'm hiding this pain away I'm really afraid to admit that your so awesome and I've been lost without you The smell of your fragrance I'll never forget that You use to be up my ass all the time Now your just on my mind And you know that I miss that You moved on way too fast Somedays I feel like I'm just stuck in the past I try to act like it don't bother me But inside I feel like I'm already bleeding Cold heart on a holiday I feel like there's messages I'm not receiving Found a way to love myself but I still feel like I'm lost And I'm lost without you It's been ten months since I've been home I'm trying to find a better place I can call my own Since I've been all alone All alone inside my head Thinking about the words you said I don't know if I could let it go, go And when It's said and done I lose my faith in love Still waiting for better days I'm cold as a sweater day I need to relax So I'm on my getaway I see a familiar face And we going back She said you look better babe But you ain't gone ever change She speaking them facts Our love is dangerous I'm high as a kite on my better days I'm making sure I don't go crazy I smile in your face like I'm doing good But really I'm hiding this pain away I'm really afraid to admit that your so awesome and I've been lost without you I try to act like it don't bother me But inside I feel like I'm already bleeding Cold heart on a holiday I feel like there's messages I'm not receiving Found a way to love myself but I still feel like I'm lost And I'm lost without you And I'm lost without you babe You don't know how much I take I feel so unappreciated Damn, damn, damn I got no time I'm still making bread I'm trying to stay ahead of the game All this pressure on my chest got me feeling kinda stressed can't focus on the better things Please say less got so much on my mind I can't even think the same And I feel a little lost I can't even find my way home And we knew what we were getting into I told all my friends I was choosing you And you sold me to the world now I'm distant And I'm lost without you