Love That I Deserve

How do we get to be so numb When everything's fall down? How do we get to a common ground If you will always win? You can disapprove But I'm not bulletproof Begged for mercy but my voice is barely heard This is not the way That I'm supposed to taste love Since I put my trust in you Don't turn it upside down Cause you used to be everything to me When city lights go down All I hope to see love that I deserve Don't turn it upside down Though I won't believe love that you've reserved You won't see me shed a tear Cause some day, I'll find love that I deserve Time is ticking And my heart still racing When I recall all those nightmares from the past Wish I have a better childhood memories Instead of dealing with monster from the past You can disapprove But I'm not bulletproof Stick and stone may break my bones but not my will This is not the way That I believe in true love Since that all I've got was you Don't turn it upside down Cause you used to be everything to me When city lights go down All I hope to see love that I deserve Don't turn it upside down Though I won't believe love that you've reserved You won't see me shed a tear Cause some day, I'll find love that I deserve I can't erase all the nightmares away I can't forget all those nights I've led astray You can't amend all the past that you've stained So let me leave to find what I deserve To find what I deserve To find what I deserve To find what I deserve Don't turn it upside down Cause you used to be everything to me When city lights go down All I hope to see love that I deserve Don't turn it upside down Though I won't believe love that you've reserved You won't see me shed a tear Cause some day, I'll find love that I deserve