Dumb Feelings

Can you not kill me slow All these dumb feelings I have in my head Sleep on my feelings, they wait by my bed I run from my nightmares, I run from the dread These nightmares are real, cracked open my head I see these things that scare me from my dreams I I can't close my eyes My my insomnia cries, my my insomnia cries slow Ghosts in my mirror, I want to be dead Because my cracked skull is bleeding so red The bleeding will stop, but my ghouls never will please stop Clawing my back, they smile and kill Destroying good feelings that wait by my bed Sleeping can't help, when I'm already dead Snooze the alarm, I wait by my door I just can't choose, afraid to explore Nobody hears, when nobody cries Feelings unheard, when they're all left inside Making me cry, can't take it no more Give me some hope, I'll wait by the door, kill me All these dumb feelings that I have in my head Just please stop, just please stop, kill me All these dumb feelings that I have in my head My head rots, my head rots, kill me All these dumb feelings that I have Depression please, please stop, please stop, kill me All these dumb feelings that I have in my head can you not Can you not kill me slowly, can you not kill me slowly